The book says that those who are prone to anxiety will easily prove themselves right and fall into a vicious circle. Unfortunately, I have once again fallen into this circle.
When I first heard about this theory, I felt desperate and wondered if there was no hope. But I quickly convinced myself that this time was different. Getting more support gave me a sense of security, and understanding this theory made it more possible to break free from it. I thought I was smart enough to recognize it, and more importantly, I didn't want to miss out.
Just when everything seemed fine and I had more ambitions and desires, I found myself trapped again. After a magnificent storm, the truth became clear and the average returned.
But if I lose my desires, am I still myself?
I'm sorry for complaining so much to you in the past few days. I don't like being that kind of person, yet I made you endure it.